For You and Us

I am the enemy
I am the killer
I am what is wrong
With inside of me

I have no fear
I have no doubts
I have nothing left
But memories of you
We were eternal
We were one
We were different
Yet we were in love

You are amazing
You are a wonder
You are life
For which I miss you

I dream for us
I think of us
I remember us
All I want is us.

Lost Inside, Found Outside

Part 1: Lost Inside

Im Lost inside, Trying to hide
Scared for the future, Worried about the past
Which way is up? Which way is down
Walking in circles, around and around
I can't hear you, can't see you
Silence was golden but now it's just blue.
Stuck in the middle of all my regrets
Trying to get out, before you start your threats
I've lost you, I miss you.
And I miss you and only you.

Part 2: Found Outside

I was scared but alone
Without you I was none
When your near me you make me some
When we come together you make me one
Without you I cannot exist
With you my life is bliss
We may not be ment for each other
But I really couldn't give a crap
your all I want your all that I need when I am with you
I am not lost inside,
I don't try to hide

No One

Heres just 6 quick lines i wrote.. pretty much based off feelings ive had between 3 years ago right up till now... and probs beyond.

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No One

No one can see where I am,
No one can see where I've come from.
No one knows who I am,
No one knows who I really was.
No one can see me behind my constant lies,
No one can tell if this is really me.

Pineapples!

Before you kill me on how crap it is, here is some background info. Pineapples are like my fav fruit. Also i just randomly said to her that i shouldnt be using my creativity on assignments but should be using it to write a poem about her or pineapples (just jokingly). She replied saying "or about me and pineapples" I took that as a challenge. Did i win? find out below.



That girl I really love is a pain,
She’s like that beautiful pineapple in the rain.
Every time I think of her I go insane,
Her blue eyes are like the blue sky above the plain.
The pineapples grow better there than cain.
Although her lips are as sweet as sugar cain,
They taste more like pineapples grown by Shane.
This girl I really love isn’t a pain.
Even though I made this for her,
And yes, it's super lame
:)

Neil Lawlor 1:15am, 8th September 2008


(on a side note i reference "cain" meaning the plant Sugar Cain, not the american politition, McCain)

Innate (Crap)

Yes you head me, i wrote a new poem. I call this one Innate (Crap)

I was just f**k**g around and wrote this out of no where with my mate Roni... she only told me to do it, i did it all :P and here it is...(this took like... seriously 10 minutes, max)

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Jumping through the world
Climbing up the trees
Searching for you
The woman of my mysteries

Born with desire
Born with fairness
Innate sense of smell
Innate sense of carelessness

Searching for you
Thats my innate quality
You know where to find me
With your Innate sense of morality

Unnamed Poem

My life is empty.
I know you're there.
My soul is alone.
I can feel you in the air.

I lie here alone,
Thinking of you.
Don't know your name,
Not even a clue.

I know you exist,
I know you're real,
My heart has told me,
It's all I can feel.

I may have met you,
I may even know you,
But wanting to be with you,
Is all that will ever be of me and you.

My life is empty,
I know you're there.
Your soul is alone,
Can you feel mine in the air?